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September 23rd, 2010

When It Rains - Paramore

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When It Rains by Paramore

And when it rains
On this side of town it touches everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing

You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convinced yourself that it's not the reason
You don't see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

And when it rains
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything

You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep 'til May and you'll say
That you don't wanna see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, I need the ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time
Take my time

Take these chances to turn it around
(Take your time)
Just take these chances, we'll make it somehow
And take these chances to turn it around
(Take my)
Just turn it around

And oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming

Oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming
Oh, oh I need an ending
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

You can take your time
Take my time




Hey More-Werewolf-than-Vampire Girl, this song's for you. 
You can take your time, but no, don't take mine. You go figure it out on your own.
I really hope you do..sincerely.

April 6th, 2010

Songs used: Love Story - Taylor Swift, The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls, Last of the American Girls - Greenday, Never Say Never - The Fray, Bad Romance - Lady Gaga


You were all young when they first saw you
We close our eyes
And the flashback starts
Y’all standing there
On the edge of the little pond

See the lights,
See the fish and the tadpoles
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did we know

That you were Lucas Nguan, you were catching tadpoles
And then Perry said stay away from all things Bieber
But you were everything to them
We were begging you please don’t go

Throw it away, forget that whole day
You’ll make the great escape
You won’t hear a word they say
They don’t know you anyway
With Moses, and with Tim,
Make it to China and you’ll be free, tonight

They play their Bieber records singing songs on the night that you left them
They’re all dying to see you they won’t even mind breaking the laws
They will come in first for the end of the Bieber-ization
It’s an endless war, they’re still searching for the lost boys

You can never say never
While we don’t know when
Time and time and time again
Closer now, then they were before

Throw it away, forget that whole day
You’ll make the great escape
You won’t hear a word they say
They still don’t know where you live
With Moses, and with Tim,
Make it to China and you’ll be free, tonight

Run, run faster baby
Work it, move that ass already
Run, run faster baby
Quick now, they’re all goin’ crazy

They want your love, and you want your revenge
They want your love, they don’t wanna be friends
You can never say never
While we don’t know when
Time and time and time again
Closer now, then they were before

To the Girls:
Don’t let them go
All the way to China
Don’t let them go~

To the Boys:
Like a hurricane, in the heart of all that stalking
They’re a natural disaster, they’re the last of the Bieber girls


April 4th, 2010

He has no idea.
He's really my hero.






Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I got my hands in my pocket and my head in the clouds
This is how I do, when I think about you

I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold on my heart
You want to get inside then you can get in line
But not this time

'Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm runnin' and screamin'

I feel like a hero, and you are my heroine.

I won't try to philosophize,
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel and it's so so real

I got a closet filled up to the brim,
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons,
And I don't know why you'd even try but I won't lie

'Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm runnin' and screamin'

I feel like a hero, and you are my heroine.
Do you know that your love, is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness comin' on,
Never felt so good to be so wrong.
Had my heart on lockdown,
And then you turned me around.

And I'm feeling like a newborn child,
Everytime I get a chance to see you smile.
It's not complicated, I was so jaded.

And you caught me off guard,
Now I'm running and screaming.

I feel like a hero, and you are my heroine.
Do you know that your love, is the sweetest sin?



December 4th, 2009

Were-wolf or Vampire?

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It's difficult being a good person all the time
I just wish I wasn't so greedy for wanting to be both good and bad.




Sometimes it feels like everything else that separates us makes me not know how you really are.
And there's a part of you that I don't really know.
Or don't want to know, because there's a part of me that's like that too.



Well, I just hope we all end up doing the right thing. For our sakes. :)



I missed you so so much! We'll be friends, no matter what. Promise.
Unless of course you steal my vampire, but you're more of a were-wolf girl no?





November 28th, 2009

The Gift of a Friend

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What do you do when you & your bestie don't talk?

You think about the good times you had together.





Gift Of A Friend - Demi Lovato

The Gift of a Friend - Demi Lovato

Sometimes you think you'll be fine by yourself
Cause a dream is a wish that you make all alone
It's easy to feel like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside, when you realise

The world comes to life, and everything's bright
From beginning to end, when you have a friend
By your side that helps you to find
The beauty you are when you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared,
There through the highs and the lows.
Someone to count on, someone who cares
Beside you wherever you go

You'll change inside, when you realise

The world comes ot life, and everything's bright
From beginning to end, when you have a friend
By your side that helps you to find
The beauty you are when you open your heart and believe in
The gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down,
Shattering to the ground you, you feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go,
And there's no signs leading you home,
You're not alone

The world comes to life, and everything's bright
From beginning to end, when you have a friend
By your side that helps you to find
The beauty you are when you open your heart and believe in
When you believe in.....
When you believe in, the gift of a friend.



July 1st, 2009

1. Grab Your Phone.
It's right next to me..

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?
Aaron & Addison after sending off Father Val, we had our dose of Coffee Bean at the airport.


3. What's your ringtone?
Opening theme of America's Next Top Model Cycle 11

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
Magdalene

5. Who's the last person you called?
Xavier

6. Who was your last missed call from?
Xavier

7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
Callistus

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?
I haven't set yet...who should I put as number 2....hmmm.

9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
Haha so can rite ? Cause she not bringing lappy Tml. >.< from Vivian

10. Who was your last received call from?
Xavier

11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say?
Remind her to sign off as xue qiong from cultural division! We must encourage them to take credit for what they've contributed also..haha. Must make them feel needed. :D to Vivian

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
926 since June 8, 2009.

13. What is the wallpaper?
A Pekingese called Mop! SUPER CUTE!!


14. Who's speed dial number 1?
Same thing....haven't set it yet.

15. Who is the 15th message in your inbox from?
Christabel

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Ben Owen

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
5

18. What network are you on?
Singtel

19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.
Aaron, Addison, Adeline Chan, Adeline Liew, Boomy, Callistus, Cedric, Christabel, Daddy, Elaine Chai, Eugene Wong, Ezekiel, Fazreen, Fiona, Gerard, Gilbert, Simone, Jared, Jeanette, Jeremy Lee, Jerome, Jia Hao, Joel Chong, Josceline, Joshua Lee, Justin Wee, Lye Ee, Miss Ng, Pauline, Perry, Qiu-Lyng, Raymond Wong, Rebecca, Ryan Po, Samantha Chui, Samuel Wong, Seb Seb, Valerie Yeong, Victoria, Vivian, Xavier, Xiangwei

20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?
Haha...i feel retarded laughing and smiling to my phone...Haha from Christabel, we were messaging each other in the cinema when we were only one seat away, talk about unlimited SMS!!

21. Who is the first person in your contacts?
Naturally, it'd be Aaron.

22. Who is the last name in your contacts?
 大姨

23. What does the last text in your inbox say?
Yep X)

24. What is your screensaver?
Ashley Tisdale's official Guilty Pleasure album photo


25. What is your balance?
What balance?!

26. Who's the last person under H?
Hui Qi

27. What is your bluetooth name?`
W705, okay...I'm just too lazy to change it. Haha!

28. How many numbers are in your phone?
297 numbers!

29. Could you live without it?
Probably not since it's my Walkman too.....I'd die without music.




June 30th, 2009

I just found this awesome site from the Jonas Brothers' Twitter post where they'll leave phone calls for their fans!
UBER COOL!!! This one is by Joe, saying hi to all the fans that just woke up..haha!





I love the JoBros. They make such an effort to reach out to the fans...we're absolutely hooked.
Cheers me up since I don't get massages everyday.




June 29th, 2009

SERIOUSNESS

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honestly, whαt color is your underweαr?
Yellow

honestly, whαt αre you doing right now?
Doing this note.......this question is weird! I'm reading 'Vivi' I guess?

honestly, who is your best friend?
Rebecca. I have like, a few best friends! Like...Christabel, Pauline, Perry & Xavier!!

honestly, do you wαtch disney chαnnel?
OF COURSE, it's the best!

honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Daddy. He asked me where we were... (-_-)

honestly, αre you jeαlous of someone right now?
Yes!

honestly, whαt mαkes you mαd most of the time?
Like really mad? Same as Pauline, when I get accused of something I didn't do.

honestly, do you bite your nαils?
No, I bite the skin around it.

honestly, do you wαnt to see someone this very moment?
In the terrible state I am now...maybe not....but then again, maybe yes.

honestly, αre you keeping α big secret right now?
Not really?? But I'm keeping secrets!

honestly, do you hαve α friend you don't αctuαlly like?
Well, if I didn't like the person, we probably wouldn't be friends so, nope. If you're talking about schoolmate, then hmm. YES.

honestly, do you like αnyone?
Yes.

honestly, does αnyone like you?
Nope, a girl can only hope....

t h e c α n s

cαn you blow α bubble?
With what? The soap thingy, yes. With my saliva, yes too.

cαn you dαnce?
I don't count the actions I do dancing cause I do them so bad, BUT I can do Miley Cyrus' Hoedown Throwdown!!

cαn you do α cαrtwheel?
Absolutely not.

cαn you tie α cherry stem with your mouth?
I don't think so. Not that I've attempted to try.

cαn you touch your toes?
Fortunately, yes still.

cαn you whistle?
I don't think Perry will agree that the noise I make when I try to is whistling, but I think I can.

cαn you wiggle your eαrs?
I went in front of the mirror and tried really hard but....I can't.

cαn you roll your tongue?
Yes!

cαn you mαke α clover with your tongue?
A clover?! No....

can you touch you nose with your tongue?
Nope, my tongue sucks man...

can you wink?
Very ugly-ly....ya get what I mean!

α n g e r s e c t i o n

whαt do you do when you're mαd?
I show it, and become really bitchy.

ever mαde αnyone cry when you were mαd?
No, but I'd love to.

do you sweαr when your mαd?
Of course. I swear even when I'm not mad!

c r y i n g s e c t i o n

ever reαlly cried your heαrt out?
Not in a long long time...

cried yourself to sleep?
Yes, I think there was that one & only time, and I remember it clearly! It was over a boy....

ever cried on your friends shoulder?
Nope.

do you cry when you get αn injury?
Do I...nope.

do certαin songs mαke you cry?
Definitely.

do certαin movies mαke you cry?
Yes! I'm actually a crybaby.....for sad stuff.

do certain books make you cry?
I haven't read in quite a while. Twilight is sitting next to collecting dust while waiting for me to read it. Maybe I should start....but no, never cried while reading.

h α p p y s e c t i o n

αre you usuαlly α hαppy person?
OF COURSE!!

whαt mαkes you the hαppiest?
When I get massages from Xavier! Nah, just kidding. When I get to be with my own kind.....woof!!

does being with your fαmily mαke you hαppy?
Yes, especially when we have dinner at Mariners' Corner.

do you wish you were hαppier?
I'm a greedy person...so yes.

is being hαppy overrαted?
Never.

cαn music mαke you hαppy?
I've just seen it happen, during Youth Out Loud. It made me very happy....

l o v e s e c t i o n

hαve you ever loved someone so much thαt you'd die for them?
My family............I think. Hehe!!

hαs αnyone besides your friends & fαmily ever sαid i love you to you?
Yeap, I'm loved!

h α t e s e c t i o n

Have you ever made a hate list??
No, hate is such a strong word. I don't think I hate anyone for that matter.

hαve you ever been on α hαte list?
Probably...since I'm so bitchy.

s e l f e s t e e m s e c t i o n

is your self-esteem low?
It's not low...

αre you good looking?
Oh, I WISH SO BAD!!

αre you bad looking?
Probably not BAD looking....but then again...beauty is subjective....

do you wish you could be someone else?
Like totally...but of course I'd still like to be able to bark and keep my family heirloom (dino feet).

l o o k α t m e

whαt is your current hαir color?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair..........hot pink, light pink, platinum blonde, chestnut brown & light brown.

piercings?
None, I'm too much of a scaredy cat.

strαight hαir or curly?
My hair curls on its own so I have wavy hair.

how tαll?
1.6m


c u r r e n t l y w e α r i n g

whαt shirt αre you weαring?
N/A.
I mean....NJRC Titans T-shirt.

shoes?
I'm kinda at home.....

αre you weαring α necklαce, who got it for you?
Not wearing one...but I'd like a diamond one if anyone offers!!

h α v e y o u e v e r

hugged someone?
Of course.

been on the phone until the sun cαme up?
Well, yeah. But we started a bit before the sun started to come up, but hey, I guess it counts!

lαughed so hαrd you cried?
Yes, definitely!


t h e l α s t

person you tαlked on the phone to?
My dad. I thought there was a question like this above..........

person you tαlked to online?
Pauline's one was Runjie but....I'm not that fortunate. According to my Facebook IM, it's supposedly Elaine Chai!

person you tαlked to in person?
Xavier & Perry.

r α n d o m

do you like these notes?
Totally...I LOVE them.

do you get αlong with your pαrents?
Yes I do.

c u r r e n t

current mood
Tired.

current music
Champagne Supernova by Oasis. I blame the band, Traffic Light. I'm addicted...WOO TRAFFIC LIGHT!!!

current hαir style
TERRIBLE! I haven't combed it yet.....

current thing i ought to be doing
Sleeping. 8am class is a killer...

current desktop picture
Ashley Tisdale. Hey....how come Pauline has the ED family picture?? I want it too Pau!

t h e h α v e s

hαve you ever been on α plαne? 
Yes, about 2 months ago.

hαve you been αsked out?
Yes.

hαve you ever been to the ocean?
Ocean.........hmmm, yes!

hαve you ever pαinted your nαils?
I currently have one painted thumb from like....a month ago when I tried the new purple polish from MAC at the counter.



May 27th, 2009

Josceline just asked me yesterday, "Mel, what do you do with all that time? Don't you worry about things...like school and all??"

And I answered confidently, "NOPE."

Maybe I don't worry all the time about school. And I still get Mel-Time!! Mel-Time is when MelMel does things that she likes. Yesterday, Mel-Time was the L4D after ED Youth Out Loud auditions. And that's probably it. I was too tired to do anything else by the time I got home, and I drank kopi-peng before going home!! Goodness, coffee doesn't work for me anymore. I drink it just 'cause.

Anyway, I'm stuck in school now. Ya know why? I'm one hour early for class. Like.....girl, say what?!

Yes, it's true. Mel's head is that screwed up.

Therefore, I have officially concluded that Mel-Time has been infringed and I'm gonna be grumpy the whole day.

[Mel Roars!]


(Why can't they have an IS module of Left 4 Dead?!?! It totally encourages teamwork, accuracy and skill!!)



May 15th, 2009

I stole this from Huiting in Facebook. Haha!!



1, What color is your toothbrush?
Pink & White

2, Name one person who made you smile today?
Sebastian (he took down an unglam photo from Facebook!)

3, What were you doing at 8 am today?
Still sleeping (Like Huiting!! :D)

4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Tagging pictures on Facebook and talking to Patrick & Seb about how bad (& girly!) the photos were!

5, What is your favorite candy bar?
How bout I don't eat candy!?

6, Have you ever been to a strip club?
I wish!

7, What is the last thing you said aloud?
"...Marry me Juliet, you never have to be alone. I love you, and that's all I really know...."

8, What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Vanilla!!

9, What was the last thing you had to drink?
Kopi-peng!

10, Do you like your wallet?
ROXY is the best! Of course, who wouldn't want an LV wallet right!

11, What was the last thing you ate?
McSpicy Meal!

12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Absolutely not. The last time I bought clothing was in Hong Kong, omg!!

13, The last sporting event you watched?
Arsenal VS Chelsea match on Sunday night.

14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
I like salty popcorn!

15, Who is the last person you sent a text message too?
Andrew Lee!

16, Ever go camping?
In the wild?! How bout, NO!! (Why is Huiting's answer DUH? Is it common for people to go camping??)

17, Do you take vitamins daily?
NOPE. Bitching gives me enough nutrients.

18, Do you give to church/charity?
My dad gives me the money, to give to charity! :D

19, Do you have a tan?
I have a fading tan.....and fake one when I put make-up!

20, Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
Yes!! Veggie VS Pepperoni, Veggie wins!

21, Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Most of the time.

22, What did your last text message say?
"Okay! I shall give it to her! :) yay, thanks!"

23, What are you doing tomorrow?
Practise piano, school, CCA, L4D!

25, Look to your left, what do you see?
My dressing table.

26, What color is your watch?
I don't wear a watch!!

27, What do you think of when you hear Australia?
Uncle David's House. (My dream house!)

29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
I don't really have much of a choice....do I?! Of course I go in!!

30, What is your favorite number?
7

31, Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Vivian!!

32, Any plans today?
I'm thinking of what to have for brunch when I wake up...hmmm.

33, How many states have you lived in?
Like one.


34, Biggest annoyance right now?
The friggin ulcer on my gum! It feels like I have a toothache!!

35, Last song listened to?
Love Story - Taylor Swift

36,Can you say the alphabet backward?
No, I can only sing the song...forward.

37, Do you have a maid service clean your house?
It is my dream to have one when I move out next time. :) Right now, it's my mummy!! We love her.

38, Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
I only have ONE pair of shoes - my Converse sneakers!

39, Are you jealous of anyone?
YES!!

40, Is anyone jealous of you?
I highly doubt it.

41, Do you love anyone?
Of course! Dogs love their owners!!

42, Do any of your friends have children?
Originally, I put no, but I totally forgot Cally & Tee are married, with kids. WHOOPSIE! (Got reminded by Seb!)


43, What do you usually do during the day?
Go to school...play a fool...(o pillar...caterpillar....)

44, Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Not right now. :) I'm a loving girl/dog/three-quarter-guy.

45, Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
I guess?? Like, HELLO!?

46, What color is your car?
I really wish it was mine, but our family's car is black.

47, Do you like cats?
(O_O) Cats?? BIG cats, yeah. :D

48, Are you thinking about someone right now?
Miley Cyrus. (I want a Hannah Montana wig!!)

49, Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Nope. (It's an amusement park by the way, Huiting!!)

50, How did you get your worst scar?
Third car accident - Nighttime, rain, two-way road, 80km/h, left bend, oncoming car. I named the scar: Centipede.


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